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Don't get any Big ideas They're not Gonna happen -- First comes denial Last night... Was magical Why why why are you doing this to me? Martin, my brother, the lover I've always wanted It can't be Then comes anger -- You paint yourself white And fill up with noise There'll be Something missing -- How are you doing this to me?? Did last night mean nothing to you?? Were you just playing? You're so cruel Then comes sadness -- Now that you found it It's gone -- "Chris... I think we shouldn't do this Ever again" Hardest words to speak I can feel his heart breaking But... That's just gonna last a while. Isn't it? He'll get over me He'll find somet

What is it What is it that’s driving me so crazy right now Thinking this kind of stuff This is my older brother we’re talking about I feel like I wanna hide and squeeze every bit of him And please every bit of him I’m just having this giant stream of thoughts Every time I see him When did this start? Was it when we were exploring the forests of Polynesia and he handed me his jacket, and I felt goosebumps all over my body? Was it when he got a girlfriend in high school and seeing them kiss made me sick to the stomach? Or was it even before, when we went together everywhere, and he took my little hand in his Well… we st

Warm I wake up and the first thing on my mind: warm Fuzzy like an arctic fox’s tail Blue I look at my side and my brother’s blue eyes He’s hugging me from the side, that’s where the warm is coming Two The number of heartbeats on Martin’s bed There’s music Music in my heart, because we cuddled to sleep and it felt so nice I feel so nice right now -Good morning – he smiles I’m humming some sweet tune I heard on the radio a couple of days ago – good morning The sound of that tune reminds me of our childhood Of the fraternal figure of my older brother He’s showing me an insect whilst ou